Shattered by the Alpha

The Final Farewell

Author: Vesper-in-Amber

The Final Farewell

Sloane's POV

The harsh, metallic beep of the voicemail recording echoed in my silent bedroom. I tightened my grip on the phone receiver, my knuckles turning white, and took a deep, steadying breath.

"Kaelen, it's me again." My voice trembled, betraying the exhaustion that had settled into my bones over the last six months.

I shifted my gaze to the wooden crib in the corner of the room. Maura was sleeping peacefully, her tiny chest rising and falling in a steady rhythm. She had kicked off her soft pink blanket, her little fists curled up near her face. Looking at her usually brought me a sense of overwhelming peace, but today, her striking resemblance to her father only made my chest ache with a dull, throbbing pain.

"I've been calling and leaving you messages for months now," I continued, speaking softly into the receiver so I wouldn't wake her. "And you still haven't called me back. What I want to talk to you about has nothing to do with our relationship. It's incredibly important. I can't keep leaving you voicemails when we both know you've heard them all. It's not something I want to discuss over a text message."

My throat tightened. A bitter lump formed, making it hard to swallow.

"Please, Kaelen. If you have any respect for me and for our wolves, you will call me back. But if you can't even pick up the phone to find out what's so important... then that will be it." I pressed my trembling finger over my lips for a second, forcing the tears back. "I won't bother you again."

I pulled the phone away and hit the red end-call button. The screen went black. I set the device face-down on my nightstand, knowing deep in my soul it was my definitive final attempt.

For agonizing months following his brutal rejection, I had tried everything to reach him. I had practically begged for a sliver of his time. Countless unheard voicemails. Dozens of unread texts. I had even swallowed my pride and physically shown up at his pack borders three separate times.

I closed my eyes, the humiliating memory washing over me. Standing at the edge of the Blood Prowler's territory, the towering pines casting long, intimidating shadows over the dirt road. Each time, I was met not by Kaelen, but by his arrogant Third in Command. The man had looked down his nose at me, his eyes filled with a cold, mocking pity before escorting me away. *The Alpha doesn't want to see you,* he had sneered. *Do not return.*

Maura let out a soft sigh in her sleep, drawing my attention back to her. She was Kaelen's biological daughter. He inherently had a fundamental right to know her, to know he had a child. But as I watched her innocent face, a fierce, protective maternal instinct flared in my chest. I refused to let my own deep hurt and his blatant, cruel disregard reflect onto my innocent daughter. She deserved a life filled with love, not the shadow of a father who treated her mother like dirt.

My inner wolf whined pitifully in the back of my mind. She scratched at my mental walls, urging me to seek him out again, to drop to my knees and literally beg for his forgiveness. It didn't matter to her that I had done nothing wrong. The mate bond was a relentless, punishing force. But I gritted my teeth and pushed the wolf's submission down. I steadfastly refused to chase a mate who clearly didn't want us anywhere near him. I had told him that night, over seven months ago, that if he walked away, I wouldn't follow. I was done breaking my own heart.

Living here in California was no longer an option. The exhaustion of traveling back and forth between The Blood Prowler's pack and my current home was taking a heavy toll. I desperately needed to establish a permanent, stable routine for my growing six-month-old daughter. Desperate for a clean, fresh start out of Kaelen's looming shadow, I had already made the arrangements. My aunt lived in Texas, within the Bramble Valley Pack. I had contacted their leadership, and Zane had pulled some strings to arrange an official pack transfer. My new life was waiting for me.

Now, I just had to break the heavy news to the people who mattered most.

I left the bedroom door slightly ajar and walked down the wide staircase of the Beta's mansion. The familiar scents of cedarwood, fresh coffee, and pack life greeted me. In the spacious living room, my fiercely devoted chosen family was gathered. Vander sat in his usual leather armchair, reading a pack report. Myra was beside him, nursing a mug of herbal tea. Zane and Rhys were arguing playfully over something on the television, their loud voices filling the space with chaotic energy.

I paused in the doorway, my hands gripping the wooden frame. "Hey, guys," I said, my voice barely above a whisper, yet it cut through the room's noise instantly.

Four pairs of eyes snapped to me. They must have caught the shift in my scent, the heavy sorrow radiating off my skin.

"What's wrong, sweetheart?" Myra asked, setting her mug down on the coffee table with a sharp clink. She was on her feet in a second, crossing the room to stand in front of me.

I swallowed hard, forcing the words out before my courage failed. "I'm leaving. I've arranged an official pack transfer to the Bramble Valley Pack in Texas. My aunt lives there. I've booked plane tickets for Friday."

A heavy, suffocating silence dropped over the room.

Myra's face crumpled. A choked sob escaped her throat, and she threw her arms around my neck, pulling me tightly against her chest. "No, Sloane," she cried, her tears instantly soaking into the shoulder of my shirt. "You can't leave us. We'll visit, I promise, but you just can't go."

I wrapped my arms around her waist, my own tears spilling over my lashes. "I have to, Myra. I can't stay here anymore. I need a fresh start. For me, and for Maura."

Vander stepped up behind his mate. His rugged face was drawn and tight with emotion. He placed his large, warm hands on Myra's shaking shoulders, gently and quietly comforting his emotional mate. He didn't try to stop me. He just looked at me with a sad, understanding gaze that made my heart ache even more.

"Texas?" Rhys suddenly barked, his voice echoing off the walls. He shoved himself off the couch, his hands balled into tight fists. His eyes flashed with a dangerous, golden light. "You're running away to Texas because of him? Because Kaelen is a pathetic coward?"

"Rhys, calm down," Zane warned softly from the couch, but Rhys ignored him.

"No! It's not fair!" Rhys paced across the living room, his chest heaving. "I should go over to his territory right now and beat him to a pulp. I should drag him here by his neck and force him to look at what he's throwing away!"

"Rhys, stop!" I stepped out of Myra's embrace and moved into his path. I grabbed his rigid forearms, forcing him to look down at me. "Beating him up won't fix anything. It won't make him want me. It won't make him a father to Maura."

Rhys glared down at me, his jaw ticking, his muscles coiled tight under my hands. He was furious on my behalf, his protective instincts in overdrive. But then, his gaze softened. Just last month, Rhys had found his own mate, Camille, a wolf from Kaelen's pack. They had stumbled across each other during a border patrol, and the bond had snapped into place instantly. He knew what a true mate bond felt like now—the overwhelming urge to protect, to cherish. And he knew, looking at my broken state, that Kaelen felt none of that for me.

His shoulders slumped, the fight draining out of him. He eventually calmed down, letting out a long, defeated breath. He pulled me into a fierce hug, resting his chin on the top of my head. He understood that this was a painful battle I had to navigate alone.

The final few days in California slipped through my fingers like water. We spent our precious remaining time cherishing our moments together. Vander ordered massive amounts of takeaways from our favorite spots, and we piled onto the couches for long, comforting movie nights. They helped me pack my belongings into cardboard boxes, sorting through what would go with me on the plane and what Zane would arrange to have shipped to Bramble Valley later.

On Thursday, I visited my old Alpha and Luna, and then went to see my close friends. Saying goodbye to Gemma was devastating. She was pregnant now, her hormones raging and unpredictable. We sat on her living room floor, looking through old photographs and video recordings on our phones. We laughed until our sides hurt at the crazy, hilarious memories we shared, and then Gemma would burst into heavy, inconsolable tears the next second. Leaving her felt like tearing a piece of my soul away.

Then, Friday morning arrived. It came too fast for my liking.

I stood in the center of my stripped-down bedroom, a heavy diaper bag slung over my shoulder. The crib was empty. The walls were bare. I pushed away the creeping doubts and went to Maura, who was already strapped securely into her infant car seat.

Vander, Myra, and Rhys drove us to the LAX airport. The car ride was suffocating. No one turned on the radio. No one spoke. The heavy silence pressed against my eardrums, filled only with the hum of the tires on the highway and the soft, rhythmic breathing of my sleeping daughter. Every mile that passed felt like another nail in the coffin of my old life.

When the sprawling, concrete structures of LAX came into view, my stomach dropped. Vander pulled the SUV up to the busy departure terminal. The air outside was thick with exhaust fumes and the chaotic noise of travelers rushing past.

We all got out of the car. I unbuckled Maura's car seat and carefully lifted her out, holding her warm little body close to my chest.

The physical farewell at the busy terminal shattered my fragile heart all over again. Leaving them behind felt exactly like losing my beloved parents for a second time.

"We love you both so much," Myra sobbed uncontrollably, her shoulders shaking. She looked up at me, her eyes bloodshot and pleading. "You have to call me. Promise me you'll call the second you land. Don't leave it too long to visit."

"I promise, Myra. I promise," I choked out, wrapping my arms around her and my daughter.

Vander stepped close. He gently took Maura from Myra's arms, looking down tenderly at the peaceful baby resting against his massive chest. He stroked a large finger down Maura's soft cheek, a tear escaping his eye and rolling down his weathered face. He looked up, meeting my gaze.

"You've been the daughter that we never had," he promised with sincerity, his voice thick and wavering. "We wouldn't change you or Maura for the world. If you ever need us, we are only a phone call away."

I bit my bottom lip hard to stop it from trembling. I threw my arms around Vander's neck, hugging him as fiercely as I could. "Thank you for everything," I whispered.

Finally, I turned to Rhys. He stood a few paces back, his hands shoved deep into his jacket pockets. His eyes were red-rimmed and teary. He didn't offer a joke or a sarcastic comment. He just pulled his hands out and dragged me into a bone-crushing hug. We shared a poignant exchange of silence, our bond speaking the words we couldn't voice.

"I'll miss you," I managed to say against his shoulder.

"I'll miss you too, Sloane," he replied, his voice rough.

It was time. An airport employee in a bright vest approached with a luggage cart, kindly offering to help push my heavy suitcases toward the security gates. I took Maura back into my arms, securing her against my hip. I gave my chosen family one last, lingering look, memorizing the shapes of their faces, before turning my back on them and walking through the sliding glass doors.

The security process was a blur of plastic bins, metal detectors, and passport checks. Once our documents were officially cleared, I gathered my carry-on bags and walked away from the chaotic screening area.

I navigated the long, echoing concourse until I found our assigned gate. I sat down heavily on a cold, metal chair near the terminal doors. Exhaustion settled deep into my bones as I waited for our flight to begin boarding. The bustling noise of the airport faded into a dull roar around me.

I shifted my arms, looking down at the bundle resting safely and securely against my chest. Maura was awake now. She looked up at me with Kaelen's bright eyes, letting out a beautiful, bubbly giggle as she reached a tiny hand up to grab a strand of my hair.

The pain in my chest eased, replaced by a resolute, quiet maternal strength. The past was behind us. The future was waiting in Texas.

"I guess, it's just you and me baby girl," I whispered, placing a gentle kiss on her forehead.