Crush Turned Nightmare
Days later
DAPHNE
I pull myself out of a heavy, suffocating sleep. A dull ache throbs behind my eyes. The pain pulses in rhythm with the brutal memories of the past few days. My muscles scream in protest as I shift against the cold silk sheets of the master bedroom. My mind replays the horrors on a relentless loop. The forced marriage to Dominic. Standing at the altar feeling like a lamb led to the slaughter. The devastating public humiliation when my credit card was declined at the wedding, the whispers of the guests burning into my skin. The searing agony of the pepper he forced down my throat until I blacked out, gasping for air that wouldn't come. And then, the crushing, freezing darkness of that windowless storeroom. I can still feel the rough concrete floor against my knees. I remember how I was locked away for hours without a single drop of water or crumb of food, begging for a mercy he refused to give. My throat is raw and scratchy, a lingering reminder of the screams that tore from my lips the night before. I trace the faint bruises blooming on my wrists, evidence of my desperate attempts to break free.
My breath hitches. I freeze. My eyes dart across the sprawling, immaculate bedroom. I brace myself for the sight of him. I wait for the oppressive weight that usually crushes my chest the second he steps into a room.
Nothing. The space is empty. The silence in the room is deafening, yet it brings me a wave of overwhelming relief.
A ragged, grateful sigh escapes my lips. I am alone. I push myself up against the towering headboard, rubbing the lingering exhaustion from my face. I survived the night, and he isn't here to mock me for it.
My phone buzzes on the mahogany nightstand, shattering the fragile quiet. I flinch, my heart skipping a beat. The screen lights up with Dominic’s name. A cold dread prickles the back of my neck. I reach for the device with trembling fingers, half-expecting another threat, and open the message.
"Good morning, Daffodil. How was your night? I missed spending it with you, but I’m on a business trip. Whatever you need, let me know. See you soon."
I stare at the bright screen. My mind fails to process the words. The sweet, affectionate tone feels foreign and jarring. This is a text from a devoted husband, a man who cares. It is at odds with the sadistic monster who locked me in a pitch-black closet just hours ago. This doesn't match the boy who spent years tormenting me, or the man who exerts his control over every breath I take. A sick, uncomfortable warmth tries to creep into my chest, a foolish reflex I hate. I stab the screen with my thumb and hit delete. I wipe the message from my phone without a second thought. I want to wipe it from my mind. I am eager to enjoy a single day free from his looming, terrifying presence.
I toss the phone onto the bed. I need a lifeline to my old life. I need someone real to anchor me before I lose my mind in this giant, lonely mansion. I grab the phone again and dial my best friend's number. I bring the phone to my ear, listening to the dial tone ring out in the vast, empty room. When she answers, the relief washes over me in a tidal wave. I invite Brianna over, my voice shaking as I ask her to come quickly.
Hours later, the echoing silence of the living room is broken by Brianna's voice. The space is vast, with high ceilings and floor-to-ceiling windows that let the morning light spill across the pristine floors. Yet, sitting here, it feels more like a gilded cage than a home.
"Let me get this straight." Brianna leans forward on the pristine white sofa, her jaw hanging slack. She stares at me in pure, unadulterated disbelief. "You got married to Dominic? The guy who made your high school years a living hell?"
I stare down at my hands. I trace the faint scratches on my knuckles from pounding on that storeroom door. I force a tight, strained smile. "I know. It sounds insane. I didn't have a say in any of it. The whole arrangement was shoved down my throat out of nowhere. One minute I was living my life, and the next, I am bound to him."
Brianna shakes her head. She studies my face, searching for a punchline that isn't coming. She presses further, leaning in closer. "How does it feel, Daph? Going from having this huge, secret crush on him to actually marrying him? He went from being your high school crush to your worst nightmare."
My stomach clenches. The mere mention of my old, foolish feelings for him makes bile rise in my throat. I press my fingernails into my palms, grounding myself in the physical sting.
"He never loved me, Brie. He never cared about me. And I hate him for everything he’s done," I insist. I meet her gaze, keeping my voice firm.
Brianna gives me a soft, knowing look. "You can say that now. But I remember how much you loved him back in our school days. You were head over heels for the guy right up until that specific day."
"The day I walked in and saw him kissing Vanessa," I finish for her. My voice drops to a harsh whisper. My heart twists at the bitter, humiliating memory that started it all. The image of their lips locked together, the smug, victorious look on my sister's face—it burns just as bright now as it did back then. The betrayal cut deeper than anything I had ever experienced. My own sister, reveling in my heartbreak. And Dominic, looking at me with eyes devoid of the warmth I had imagined was there.
I swallow hard, feeling the shame burn my cheeks. "And after that day... the bullying started. It wasn't just a cold shoulder. Every single day, he found a new way to humiliate me in front of everyone. He made it his mission to break me down, to make sure I knew I was nothing."
Brianna reaches across the glass coffee table and squeezes my hand. "If he hated you that much, why did he marry you now?"
"I don't know," I admit. The frustration bubbles over. I run a hand through my tangled hair. "I don't understand why he chose to marry me. Maybe he wanted a legal, permanent way to keep me under his thumb. He thrives on controlling me. He wants to drag out the torment and make sure I can never escape him."
The sharp chime of the doorbell cuts through our conversation. We both jump. Brianna frowns, pushing herself up from the sofa. She walks out to the foyer, leaving me alone with my chaotic thoughts.
A minute later, she returns. A delivery man walks in behind her, struggling to hold an extravagant bouquet of blooming red roses. The flowers are stunning, perfectly arranged, and each stem is adorned with delicate little white hearts tucked between the velvet petals. The scent of the roses is intoxicating, thick and sweet, almost suffocating in its intensity. The intricate arrangement must have cost a small fortune, a blatant display of his wealth and power wrapped in the guise of a romantic gesture.
"Are these for me?" I ask. My voice is laced with bewilderment and suspicion.
The delivery man nods, setting the heavy vase down on the center of the coffee table before taking his leave.
I stare at the arrangement. The vibrant red mocks the bruised, aching reality of my life. I reach out cautiously, pulling the small envelope attached to the silk ribbons. I slide the card out. I recognize Dominic's neat, precise handwriting. The letters curve elegantly across the thick cardstock.
"I hope you realize how pretty you are, just like these roses."
Brianna leans over my shoulder, reading the note. A spark of amusement and intrigue lights up her eyes. "Well, look at that. Looks like Dominic is really trying to play the lover boy."
I drop the card onto the table. "Why would he send this? It makes no sense."
"Those white hearts," Brianna says, pointing at the little decorations scattered among the roses. "They symbolize peace and reconciliation. Maybe he's trying to make genuine amends. Maybe he realizes he went too far and wants to start fresh with this marriage."
I glare at the roses. My mind spins. A chaotic mix of bitter, ingrained resentment clashes with a foolish, buried sliver of hope. I hate that hope. I try to kill it before it takes root. He locked me in the dark. He watched me choke on pepper. He humiliated me in front of his guests.
"I don't trust him, Brianna." I gesture to the bouquet sitting innocent and beautiful on the table. "This doesn't even come close to making up for all the pain he's caused me, both then and now. It is a trick."
Brianna sighs, her expression softening with pity. "I get it, Daph. But people can change. Maybe he wants to turn a new leaf."
I shake my head, wrapping my arms around my waist. Even if he miraculously wanted to change his ways, the psychological and physical wounds he has inflicted are far too deep to be mended by a basic bouquet of flowers. You don't torture someone for days and then slap a band-aid of red roses over the trauma. He is a master manipulator. Every gift, every sweet word, has a hidden edge waiting to draw blood.
I take a deep, steadying breath, pushing down my conflicting emotions. I lock them away in a mental box. I manage to give Brianna a weak, reassuring smile.
"I guess we'll see," I murmur quietly, speaking more to myself than to her. "But for now, I'm not letting him get too close. I won't let myself be broken by him again."
I turn my back on the flowers. The sweet, floral scent fills the living room, a cloying reminder of the man pulling my strings. I stare out the window, watching the sunlight bounce off the manicured lawn. I survived the horrors he put me through, and I will survive this new psychological game he is playing. I will keep my walls high. I will guard my heart. Because when Dominic returns, he will expect me to fall into his arms, softened by his romantic gestures. And I refuse to be his naive, broken toy any longer.