Chapter 117

As I lay my head on Dima’s chest my mind just wonders if this is what I should be doing. I know he is lying. He is full of shit and we both know it. But it is obvious he needs me to believe the lie or he thinks I need the lie. I want to be with him more than anything I have ever wanted but how do I justify putting him in danger. He does not deserve the chaos that I have brought into his life even