Sweet Surrender

After Naiara leaves, I check on Larsan again just to make sure that he's settled for the night. Usually, I sleep in here with him. It's easier to sleep on a cot in a medical room than to sleep in my own bed without Naiara. Nothing feels emptier or more alone than my bed when I sleep without her.

Not that I let myself sleep with her often. I have no willpower when I do, so I try so hard to stay awa