Beyond Command

As soon as we’re in the bedroom, I begin pacing. Back and forth, back and forth.

“Rajar,” Vaelia says softly.

“What if this sends you spiraling, Vael? You’ve been doing better … stronger for a while now. I don’t want to risk your mental state,” I say.

“But this could save my life, Rajar,” she says.

“And it’s the only reason I’m even considering it, Vaelia.”

I turn, ready to continue my pacing, but