Forbidden Awakening
Nelle POV
My heart hammered against my ribs, sending a hot flutter straight to my stomach. Daddy was staring at my mouth, his face only inches away. The realization that he wanted to kiss me made my cheeks burn with heat and panic. I tried to lift my hips to sit up and put some distance between us, but the shift in weight only made things worse. I landed directly over his cock. The tip of his hard shaft pushed against the fabric of my clothes, nudging into me, and a sharp jolt shot through my spine.
My mouth parted, my chest heaving as I pulled in ragged breaths. He leaned closer still, not pulling away. His thick length began to swell against my center, stretching me through the thin cotton, and a sudden wave of heat flooded between my legs. The sensation washed away every ounce of clear thinking I had left. I leaned into him, closing the tiny distance between our faces until our mouths touched.
Neither of us moved for a second. We just breathed against each other, our lips resting together in a stunned silence. But then the ache between my thighs turned sharp. My panties grew wet, slick with my juice, and my virgin hole stretched around the solid thickness of his cock pushing inward. Without thinking, I threw my arms around his neck and pulled him down.
That was all the permission he needed. He captured my mouth, devouring my lips in a hungry, deep kiss. One of his large hands slid down to brace my back, holding me steady against him, while his other hand moved down between our bodies to stroke his cock, which kept swelling against my heat. Heat flared in my blood. I tangled both hands into his hair, gripping the strands, and my hips started moving on their own. I ground down against his dick, riding the solid friction of his erection.
He shifted his weight on the edge of the mattress to take more of me, and the movement forced his shaft deeper inside. The raw sensation of having his length partway in drove me wild. I reached for the buttons of his dress shirt, desperate to rip the fabric open and beg him to fuck me for real.
A sharp knock cracked against the bedroom door.
The sound shattered the room. We both froze, our bodies locking up at the same instant. Panic surged through my veins, and I scrambled backward, tumbling off his lap and onto the mattress. Daddy caught his breath, adjusted his clothes, and walked over to answer the door.
"Sir, this is the water you asked me to get for Miss," the maid said from the hall, holding out a glass.
Daddy did not offer a single word of conversation. He took the cold glass from her hand with a brief nod, blocked her view into the room, and shut the door. The latch clicked shut with a sharp, final snap.
When he turned back around and started toward the bed, the horror of what had just happened slammed into me. My face burned with scorching shame. I could not look at him. I could not face the sight of him holding that glass, carrying the weight of what we had almost done. If I looked at his eyes, I knew I would break. I stared straight down at my knees, my throat closing up in terror. Before he could say anything to address our mess, I blurted out the first words I could find.
"No, please! Let's just forget this ever happened. You were never in my room today, and we never did that."
I rushed the words out in a single, desperate breath, staring past his shoulder at the empty wall. I wanted to wipe the last ten minutes from existence. I wanted to erase the taste of his mouth, the heat between my legs, and the sickening thrill that had made me grind against him.
A thick silence stretched across the room. He stood near the foot of the bed, holding the glass of water steady in his hand. He did not argue. He did not push me to talk about the way I had clung to his neck. After several agonizing seconds, his deep voice cut through the quiet, steady and composed.
"I was about to tell you to get some rest. You did great today. I'll handle the rest downstairs, so you don't have to come back down."
"Oh," I whispered, my face heating up even more as I kept my head down.
"I'll be on my way," he added.
He set the glass down on the nightstand, turned on his heel, and walked out into the corridor. The door clicked shut behind him, leaving me in total isolation.
The moment the lock caught, my strength gave out. I pressed my palms against my face and dug my fingers into my hair. A sickening wave of nausea twisted my gut. I had lost my mind. That man was my mother's husband. He was my stepfather, the person who had taken us in, provided for us, and given us a real home. And yet, only moments ago, I was ready to tear off his shirt and let him take my virginity right here on this bed.
What would Mom do if she found out? She would look at me with pure hatred. I would ruin everything. The shame dug into my chest like cold iron, squeezing the breath from my lungs. I curled onto my side on top of the sheets, pulling my knees up against my ribs. I lay there for what felt like hours, drowning in self-loathing, until the emotional exhaustion dragged me down into a dark, heavy sleep.
A sharp, vibrating ring woke me with a start.
I gasped, shooting straight up in bed. My pulse hammered in my ears as I scanned the dim room, blinking against the shadows. The phone kept buzzing, rattling against the wood behind the dressing table where I had dropped my bag earlier.
I slipped off the mattress on unsteady feet, walked over, and picked it up. Mom's name flashed across the bright screen.
My stomach plummeted. An icy dread washed over my skin. Did she know? Had someone seen Daddy come into my room? Had the maid heard something before she knocked? My thumb hovered over the green button, trembling so hard I could barely hold the device. The call timed out, but before I could take a full breath, the screen lit up again with another incoming call from her.
There was no running away. If she knew, I would have to take whatever punishment came my way. I would apologize, pack my bags, and leave this house tonight.
I took a deep breath, swiped the screen, and brought the phone to my ear.
"Hello, Mom?"
"Hello, baby!" Her voice came through the speaker, high-pitched, excited, and full of energy.
The bright, cheerful tone threw me off balance. There was no rage in her voice, no accusation, no cold fury. The knot in my chest loosened just a fraction, letting me breathe again.
"Hey, are you enjoying your vacation?" I asked, forcing my voice to sound normal.
"Yes, baby. I called to ask you how the party went. I hope you didn't tire yourself out too much?"
"No, of course not," I said, leaning my hip against the edge of the vanity table. "When will you return? I'm waiting for you."
"Oh, my sweetie already misses me," she laughed, the sound light and carefree.
Before I could answer, a deep, unfamiliar male voice rumbled directly in the background of her call.
"Is that your cute daughter on the line?" the man asked, his tone low, teasing, and intimate.
The blood drained from my face. My fingers gripped the phone so hard the plastic creaked.
"Yes, darling, it's my one and only bundle of joy," Mom replied to him, her voice dripping with affection. She turned back to the phone without missing a beat. "Nelle, sweetie?"
"Mom," I called out, my voice tight.
"Yes?"
"When will he release you? When are you coming home?"
"I... I'm not sure," she said, letting out another casual laugh.
"What do you mean by that? You need to come home, or Dad will start investigating your absence."
She scoffed into the receiver. "Who cares? My darling here happens to like me a lot. His wife died a couple of months back, and he is single. He might become your new daddy if I want."
Her words hit me like a bucket of ice water. My mouth fell open in pure disbelief.
"What?" I yelled into the phone, the sound tearing out of my throat.
"Shh, don't ruin my eardrums. You have nothing to worry about," she replied, sounding bored by my shock. "He is as wealthy as your current father. Well, maybe not quite as rich as him, but he has plenty of money. You'll be treated like a princess here, too."
"Mom! How can you say that?" I groaned, tears of anger and frustration stinging my eyes. "He's your husband! He's done everything for us!"
"Shh, time to go. My baby wants me in bed, and I need to do what I came here for. Speak to you later, honey."
"Mom, wait—"
The line went dead with a hollow click.
I stood frozen in the middle of the bedroom, staring at the blank screen in my hand. A ragged, furious gasp broke from my lips. My hand dropped to my side, and the phone slipped from my fingers, landing softly on the carpet.
A new father? Was she serious? She was casually cheating on her husband with a stranger in some luxury suite, talking about replacing him like swapping out a broken appliance. They had never even had a serious fight. Daddy had treated her with nothing but respect, giving her an endless budget, beautiful clothes, and a life of total luxury. He took care of the house, he took care of her, and he took care of me. And she was tossing him aside for another wealthy man without a single shred of remorse.
A sharp pang of disgust twisted inside my chest. All afternoon, I had been tearing myself apart with guilt, hating myself for nearly crossing the line with him. I had felt like the worst daughter in the world, a traitor under his roof. But while I was drowning in shame over a stolen moment of weakness, my mother was intentionally, cold-bloodedly wrecking their marriage.
Daddy had no idea. He was downstairs, managing the estate and carrying the weight of the family, completely blind to the fact that his wife was sharing a bed with someone else and planning to replace him.
He didn't deserve this. He was a good man, and he was being played for a fool.
I pressed my hands against my temples, pacing the floor near my bed. My mind spun in fast, sharp circles. I thought about calling my grandmother to beg her to talk sense into Mom, but that wouldn't fix what was happening right now. Mom was already sleeping with the man. The damage was done. Daddy was walking straight into a disaster, and he had no shield to protect him.
I couldn't sit in this room and pretend I knew nothing. After everything that had happened between us today, facing him would be terrifying. My skin still burned with the memory of his hands and the heat of his body. But this was bigger than my embarrassment. He deserved the truth before Mom came back and blindsided him.
My jaw tightened. I straightened my clothes, pushed my hair back from my face, and stepped toward the bedroom door.
I pulled it open and walked out into the corridor. The hallway was quiet, the warm sconces on the walls casting long shadows across the polished wooden floorboards. The house had settled into an eerie calm, but my pulse raced with every step I took.
I made my way down the hall until I reached the heavy, double doors of his private quarters. I stopped right in front of them, staring at the dark wood grain. My heart slammed hard against my ribs, but I didn't let myself hesitate.
I raised my fist and knocked firmly against the door.
"Hi, it's me. I need to speak to you."