The Child He Was Never Meant to Know

A Bitter Awakening

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A Bitter Awakening

Genevieve maintained her icy professional facade, refusing to let the stifling tension in the room break her composure. She stepped forward and dropped the thick summary report from yesterday onto Donovan's massive mahogany desk. The heavy thud of the paper echoed in the quiet space, but she kept her gaze steady, brushing off the alarming fact that she had been drenched to the bone in the storm the night before. She ignored the piercing scrutiny of the man sitting behind the desk.

"I am fine. The rain was negligible." She kept her voice even, devoid of any emotional inflection. "This is yesterday's summary. I sorted it out this morning. Now, I have work to do, so I will leave the two of you to your reunion."

She spun on her heel and walked toward the heavy oak doors, her spine rigid and her chin held high. She did not wait for a response. She swift-footed her way out of the room before Donovan could process the deep frown settling onto his chiseled features.

Melody watched the door click shut. She turned back to Donovan, her beautiful face twisted into a mask of sweet, feigned concern over Genevieve's physical well-being.

"Genevieve does not look well at all." Melody sighed softly, her tone dripping with manufactured sympathy. "She might be your secretary now, but she used to be the precious daughter of the Ashfords before they went bankrupt. You cannot be too hard on her, Donovan."

Donovan let out a low, dismissive grunt. He leaned back in his leather chair, internally scoffing at the ridiculous idea of ever being too hard on the resilient Genevieve. The woman was made of steel and stubbornness. Nobody could ever push her past her breaking point. He picked up his pen, ignoring the strange, hollow feeling settling in his chest, and focused his attention on the documents in front of him.

Down the hall, Genevieve retreated to the isolated quiet of her own office. The adrenaline that had kept her standing in Donovan's presence evaporated the second the door closed behind her. A wave of dizziness crashed over her. Her head spun with nauseating force, blurring the edges of her vision. She dragged her heavy feet across the plush carpet, each step requiring a monumental effort. Her skin burned with an unnatural heat, yet a deep, bone-chilling cold radiated from her core.

She reached her desk and collapsed into her chair. Her joints ached, and her breathing sounded loud and ragged in her own ears. She slumped forward, resting her burning forehead against the cool, polished wood of her desk, seeking any form of relief.

Nadine walked past the open doorway and paused, clutching a stack of files to her chest.

"Genevieve, why don't you go home and rest? You look terrible."

Genevieve felt a wave of lethargy wash over her. The sickness weighed down her limbs, making it impossible to form a coherent thought.

"Nadine, just let me sleep for a while."

She closed her eyes and surrendered to the darkness. She slipped into a deep, feverish sleep within seconds, her consciousness dragged under by the relentless tide of her illness.

The darkness shifted, swirling into a vivid, heartbreaking dream. The modern office melted away, replaced by the sprawling, manicured lawns of the Prescott estate. She was eighteen years old again. It was the night of her grand, joint coming-of-age celebration shared with Donovan. The air hummed with the sound of a string quartet and the clinking of champagne glasses.

Dream-Genevieve stood in front of a gilded mirror, smoothing the skirts of her favorite blue gown. The silk flowed around her legs like water, shimmering under the light of a dozen crystal chandeliers. She had spent hours curling her dark hair and painting her nails, preparing for this specific night. She was ready to boldly confess her love to Donovan. She had harbored the secret for years, nursing a quiet, blossoming hope in her chest. Tonight was the night she would lay her heart bare.

She left the bustling ballroom and wandered into the shadowy garden, searching for him among the towering hedge mazes and marble fountains. The cool night air kissed her flushed cheeks. The scent of blooming jasmine and wet earth filled her lungs. She heard the low murmur of male voices drifting from a secluded stone patio ahead.

She recognized Dante Carlisle's obnoxious laugh. She crept closer, hiding behind a thick veil of green foliage. Donovan sat on a stone bench in the center of the patio. His long legs stretched out in front of him, barely brushing the gravel path. The pale moonlight cascaded over his broad shoulders and illuminated his calm, handsome face. His friends stood around him, holding crystal tumblers of amber liquor.

"You're an adult now, Don. Are there any girls you like? Maybe you can get engaged." Dante teased, swirling the ice in his glass.

Another friend chimed in, leaning against a marble statue. "Genevieve is quite nice. She is always hanging around you."

Genevieve stopped breathing. She pressed her hand against her chest, her heart hammering against her ribs like a trapped bird. She leaned in closer, desperate to hear Donovan's response. His answer would dictate the rest of her life.

Dante scoffed before Donovan could even open his mouth.

"Genevieve is impossible. Don only sees her as a pesky little sister. Everyone knows the only one in his mind is Melody. Genevieve is just a little girl hanging onto his coattails."

Genevieve tightened her grip on the silk fabric of her gown. She glared at Dante through the leaves. She was not a little girl. She was a grown woman, ready to stand by Donovan's side and build a future together.

"That's right." Another boy agreed, his tone turning serious as he stared into his drink. "Melody is more feminine, gentle, and beautiful. Moreover, she is Donovan's savior. The waters were so dangerous back then. If she had not jumped down to save you, Donovan Prescott might not be alive today."

Donovan did not deny it. He sat bathed in the silver moonlight, a faint smile playing on his lips. He nodded, letting out a low hum of profound agreement.

"The spot beside me will always be hers."

The words struck Genevieve with the force of a physical blow. Her heart shattered in her chest, the sharp fragments slicing into her lungs and making it impossible to draw a breath. The blood drained from her face, turning her skin stark white. She stood frozen in the shadows, paralyzed by the sheer devastation of his confession. He had rejected her before she even had the chance to speak. His heart wholly belonged to Melody, the brave savior from the childhood drowning incident.

The dream warped, dragging Genevieve into the murky depths of her own subconscious. The drowning incident. She had a fragmented memory of that day. She remembered the freezing rush of the river, the water filling her nose and mouth, the terrifying pull of the current dragging her into the dark abyss. She had woken up days later in a hospital bed with a severe fever and no memory of the harrowing event. A classmate had told her she fell in by accident while playing on the banks. She had believed the lie for years, letting the memory fade into obscurity.

Now, watching Donovan pledge his eternal devotion to Melody, an agonizing cry tore through her dreaming mind.

*If only I had been the one to save him. Why wasn't I the one who rescued him back then? If only...*

The nostalgic memory twisted, plunging her into a terrifying psychological nightmare. The moonlight vanished. The garden decayed into a sterile, suffocating void. The smell of jasmine was replaced by the sharp, metallic tang of blood and antiseptic.

Donovan materialized in front of her. His calm demeanor was gone, replaced by a glacial, merciless stare. He loomed over her, his tall frame casting a dark, oppressive shadow that swallowed her whole. His eyes were devoid of any human empathy.

"Abort the baby, Genevieve."

The command echoed through the void, freezing the blood in her veins.

Melody appeared beside him, her delicate hands wrapped around his arm like creeping vines. Her beautiful face twisted into a wicked, venomous sneer.

"Are you keeping the baby because you want to deceitfully use the child to ruin our pure love, Genevieve? You are disgusting."

Donovan stepped forward. The temperature in the void plummeted. He reached out and gripped her jaw with a punishing, bruising force. His fingers dug into her skin, threatening to shatter the bone.

"Behave, or I will force my move."

The physical threat and the visceral terror of losing her child ripped through her nervous system. Genevieve jolted awake with a loud, desperate gasp.

Her eyes flew open. She stared blankly at a blur of passing headlights and neon signs. She was sitting in the backseat of a moving car, confined by a tight seatbelt. Her clothes clung to her skin, drenched in a freezing cold sweat. Her chest heaved as she dragged oxygen into her burning lungs, trying to separate the lingering horror of the nightmare from reality.

The faint scent of expensive floral perfume filled the confined space. Melody turned around from the passenger seat, resting her arm on the center console. She peered into the backseat, her eyes wide with sickeningly sweet concern.

"Thank goodness. I was so worried about you, Genevieve." Melody cooed, her voice echoing the wicked cadence from the nightmare.

Genevieve pressed her back against the leather seat, her mind racing to catch up. The plush interior of Donovan's luxury sedan came into focus. Donovan sat in the driver's seat, his large hands gripping the steering wheel. He heard Melody's voice and glanced up, catching Genevieve's panicked, fever-bright eyes in the rearview mirror.

"You are awake." Donovan's authoritative voice sliced through the heavy silence of the car. "Tell the doctor everything about your symptoms once we reach the hospital."

Hospital.

The word triggered a massive spike of adrenaline. The lingering, visceral anxiety from the nightmare merged with a profound, waking panic. Her heart raced wildly against her ribs, mimicking the frantic flutter of a cornered animal. If she went to the hospital, the doctors would draw her blood. They would run tests. They would discover the pregnancy. The secret she had guarded with her life would be laid bare in front of the man who wanted to divorce her, and the woman he intended to marry.

"No. I don't need to go to the hospital. I'm fine." She protested vehemently, her voice trembling despite her desperate attempt to sound steady.

Donovan's dark eyes narrowed in the rearview mirror. The tires hummed against the asphalt as he accelerated down the busy highway, ignoring her protests.

"Why are you causing a fuss? Don't you know you have a fever?" he retorted harshly, his tone laced with mounting irritation.

Melody chimed in smoothly, her eyes gleaming with an intentional, calculating light. She tilted her head, feigning innocence as she prodded at the sore subject.

"Yes, Genevieve, you are burning up. You have to go. Is it because you got wet walking home in the rain yesterday? What exactly happened to make you walk in such a storm?"

Genevieve clamped her jaw shut. Melody was fully well aware of the embarrassing incident. She had been sitting in the passenger seat of this exact car, watching Donovan drive away and leave Genevieve stranded on the curb in the pouring rain. The faux-innocent inquiry was a deliberate, cruel jab designed to humiliate her further.

Melody opened her mouth to continue her guilt-tripping act, leaning closer to the gap between the front seats. "Is it because yesterday—"

"Anyway, we will be going to the hospital first." Donovan's deep, incredibly steady voice immediately cut Melody off, silencing her before she could finish the sentence.

He did not look at Genevieve as he spoke. He kept his focus fixed on the road, instinctively shielding Melody from any scrutiny or blame. He stepped in to protect Melody from the consequences of their shared cruelty, ensuring his beloved remained untarnished.

"Take a few days off and rest until you get better. You do not need to head into the office during this time." Donovan forcefully commanded, leaving no room for argument or negotiation.

Genevieve noted the spine-chilling, unwavering protectiveness in his tone. It was a fierce, shielding devotion he reserved solely for the woman he truly cared about. He would move mountains to keep Melody comfortable, even if it meant trampling over Genevieve's pride to do so. The realization settled over her like a heavy, suffocating blanket. The fight drained out of her muscles. She lowered her defeated gaze to her lap, staring at her trembling hands.

She could not compete with that kind of love. She never had a chance. But she could still protect the tiny life growing inside her womb. She gathered the last remaining shreds of her dignity and fortified the walls around her heart.

"I won't go to the hospital." She stated with absolute finality, refusing to look up from her lap.

The car swerved slightly as Donovan's grip tightened on the steering wheel. He glared at her reflection in the mirror, finding her behavior infuriatingly stubborn. He could not comprehend why a sick woman would fight so hard against receiving medical attention.

"What is your plan? How can you not go to the hospital when you are sick?" he demanded, a deep frown carving lines into his forehead.

Genevieve pressed her pale lips together in an act of pure defiance. She met his furious gaze in the rearview mirror, her eyes devoid of the warmth she used to offer him.

"I know my body."