A Heartbreaking Choice

No, I cannot let this thought take hold of me. I need to kill it before it returns and haunts me. No matter what happens, I can’t have Gideon to myself. I should never want him for myself. That would just be wrong. That would lead to endless problems that won’t just affect him and me. My selfish desires will cause trouble for my mother and Arthur and that is something that I absolutely cannot allo