Shattered Anniversary
The ceramic dinner plate slipped from Gemma Sinclair’s fingers. It hit the dining room's hardwood floor, shattering into dozens of jagged, sharp pieces. A stray shard bounced up and sliced directly across her bare ankle. Bright red blood instantly welled up, oozing down her pale skin and staining the floorboards. She did not flinch. She did not even look down.
Her eyes remained glued to the glowing screen of her smartphone. Paige Whitmore, her sister-in-law, had just sent a relentless barrage of text messages. The cold, congealed steak and the burned-out wax of the romantic dinner candles sat on the table behind her. It was nine o'clock at night. Tonight was her third wedding anniversary. She had spent all afternoon preparing a candlelit dinner and wrapping Gideon’s gift. He had not come home.
For the past month, Gideon Whitmore had used business trips as a convenient excuse to avoid stepping foot in their house. Now, the truth stared right back at her in high definition.
Gemma swiped a trembling thumb across the screen, viewing the screenshots Paige had captured from Gideon's secret Instagram account. The images were devastating. Gideon had booked out the entire Harborside Promenade. A massive luxury yacht sat anchored in the background. Bright, colorful birthday fireworks exploded across the night sky over the water. Bouquets of imported red roses covered the white linen tables.
And there was her husband. Gideon stood in the center of the frame. One arm casually held a five-year-old boy. His other hand rested firmly and intimately on the waist of another woman. It was his first love. The woman who had left him six years ago and gone abroad. She had returned, and she had brought a child with her. Gideon’s silver wedding ring glinted in the camera flash as he held the woman close to his chest.
Gemma scrolled to the next screenshot. It was a close-up of a dessert. The caption underneath read: *A blueberry cake I made with my own hands, for the loves of my life.*
Even through the digital pixels of the screen, the overwhelming affection and devotion felt tangible. It felt like a physical blow to her ribcage.
Her mind went blank. The ringing in her ears drowned out the ticking grandfather clock in the hallway. Frantically, her thumbs tapped the screen. She searched for Gideon’s Instagram account on her own app. The page loaded, showing zero posts. It was a blank slate. He had deliberately blocked her from seeing his personal account. He had hidden his second life from her view.
The screenshots shattered the last fragile shred of hope she still harbored for their marriage. Her hands shook as she opened her contacts and dialed his number. The line rang three times before going straight to voicemail. She gritted her teeth and dialed again. He hung up on the first ring. She dialed a third time. Another immediate hang-up.
A second later, a text message popped up on her screen from Gideon. It contained a single word.
*Busy.*
The sheer impatience radiating from those four letters was unmistakable.
Helplessness, anger, raw jealousy, and desperate denial twisted together inside Gemma’s chest. It was a chaotic storm of emotions she could no longer suppress. She sank to the floor, ignoring the shards of ceramic digging into her bare knees. She curled her body into a tight ball, her hands grabbing fistfuls of her own hair. It felt as though someone had reached into her chest and ripped her heart out barehanded.
Waves of suffocation crashed over her. She opened her mouth, gasping for air that refused to fill her lungs. A raw, guttural scream of frustration tore from her throat, echoing through the empty dining room. The scream quickly broke, dissolving into heavy, wrenching sobs. Tears flooded her vision, dripping down her chin and splashing onto her bloodstained foot.
A loud knock hammered on the front door.
Gemma gasped, wiping her wet face with the back of her hand. She dragged herself up from the floor, leaning against the wall for support. She limped to the entryway and pulled the heavy oak door open.
Paige stood on the porch, her eyes widening in shock at Gemma’s disheveled appearance. Her pale, tear-streaked face and the fresh blood on her foot painted a grim picture.
"Gemma, are you okay?" Paige asked, stepping inside the hallway.
Gemma shook her head, unable to formulate a lie.
Paige stamped her foot on the floor mat in anger. "Gemma, let's go to the Harborside Promenade to find Gideon right now. This is unforgivable."
Gemma closed her eyes, taking a long, slow breath to steady her racing pulse. She opened her eyes and met Paige's furious gaze.
"Paige, I can handle what's happening with Gideon myself." Gemma spoke in a quiet, strained voice. Her mother had just undergone a severe heart bypass surgery and was still lying in a fragile state in the intensive care unit. Now was the worst possible time for her to fall apart. She could not afford a public scandal or an emotional breakdown.
Paige argued for a while, but Gemma remained firm. By the time Paige finally gave up and left the house, the clock struck midnight.
Gemma wandered through the sprawling, silent house like a ghost. She paced from the living room to the kitchen, her bare feet cold against the floorboards. She and Gideon had grown up together. Everyone in their social circle knew she had harbored a massive crush on him since childhood. But they also knew Gideon was haunted by a ghost. He had a past love he could never let go of. In the end, he had only married Gemma to fulfill an arranged family obligation set by their grandfathers.
Throughout their three years of marriage, she had clung to a pathetic, naive belief. She thought that if she tried hard enough, if she catered to his every need, she could eventually melt his cold exterior and win his heart.
Instead of his love, she got a front-row seat to his extravagant reunion with the woman he had never forgotten.
She had given Gideon everything. She gave him her childhood innocence, her adult devotion, and all the precious years of her youth. Now, standing in the dark kitchen, the cold realization set in. It was time to let go.
Her rational mind knew exactly what she had to do next. But her heart ached so deeply that drawing a single breath felt like inhaling shattered glass. The internal conflict was unbearable. That night, she sat on the sofa waiting until dawn. Gideon never came home.
For the next three days, Gemma practically lived at the hospital. She stayed by her mother's bedside, monitoring the machines and assisting the nurses. The smell of strong antiseptic and the constant beeping of heart monitors became her new reality. Throughout those agonizing seventy-two hours, Gideon never called. He did not send a single text message. He did not check to see if she was alive.
When her mother's condition finally stabilized and the doctors moved her out of the intensive care unit, the tension in Gemma’s shoulders dropped.
Her father placed a gentle hand on her back. "Go home and get some proper rest, Gemma. You look terrible."
She nodded, too drained to argue. She drove back to the empty house, her body aching with profound exhaustion.
Late that night, Gemma lay in the master bedroom, hovering in a state of half-sleep. The heavy darkness of the room pressed down on her. Suddenly, she heard the bedroom door click open. Soft footsteps moved across the carpet. Then, the sound of running water echoed from the en-suite bathroom.
A short while later, the mattress dipped under a heavy weight beside her. The clean, fresh scent of men's body wash drifted over, rousing her slightly from her drowsy state.
Before she could process his presence, strong arms wrapped around her. She was pulled firmly against Gideon's solid chest.
*After more than a month of playing house, he has finally decided to come home,* Gemma thought, a bitter taste rising in her throat. *He must have had such a wonderful time with his little family of three.*
Sensing the rigid tension in her spine, Gideon realized she was awake. He tightened his arm around her waist, physically turning her body to face him in the dark.
His mouth found the sensitive skin of her neck. His lips were hungry and insistent, pressing hot, demanding kisses against her pulse point. At the same time, his large hand slid beneath the thick duvet. He found the thin strap of her silk nightie and tugged it down her shoulder. His warm palm slipped inside the fabric, his fingers directly grabbing her bare breast and pinching her nipple.
Throughout their entire three years of marriage, the only time Gideon ever showed her any tenderness or passion was in this bed. Every single time she saw him lose control with desire, she had let herself believe the lie. She had let herself believe, even if just for a few fleeting minutes, that he actually loved her too.
Tonight, it only made her skin crawl.
Instinctively, her hand flew down and grabbed his wrist, stopping his fingers as they squeezed her flesh. For the first time in their marriage, Gemma turned her face away from his kiss.
"Don't." Her voice cracked.
Her throat was still raw and hoarse from the tears she had shed days ago. To Gideon, the raspy sound registered as a sign of deep arousal. His kisses grew even more intense, his mouth moving aggressively along her jawline. He knew her body intimately well. With deliberate, practiced skill, he pushed his thigh between hers, teasing the sensitive spots he knew she could usually never resist.
Just as her exhausted body edged on the verge of betraying her mind, the digital images flashed behind her closed eyelids.
She saw the luxury beach. The massive yacht. The bright fireworks. The red roses. She saw her husband's large hand—the exact same hand currently grabbing her breast—resting intimately on that woman's waist. She saw the wedding ring shining in the flash of the camera. And that caption, dripping with a profound, sickening love that was never meant for her, pierced her straight through the heart.
A massive wave of nausea erupted in her stomach. Acid burned the back of her throat.
Gemma shoved Gideon's chest with all the strength she had left. She scrambled out from under the covers, kneeling on the rug beside the bed, and retched hard. She gagged, her stomach heaving as she spat bitter bile onto the floor. The physical revulsion was overpowering.
The bedside lamp clicked on, flooding the room with harsh yellow light. Whatever manufactured intimacy had filled the room a moment ago vanished into thin air.
Gideon got out of bed, his brow furrowed. He walked around the mattress and gently patted her shaking back.
"Are you feeling sick?" Gideon asked, his voice steady and calm.
Gemma slapped his hand away. She wiped her mouth with the back of her wrist, pushed herself up from the floor, and walked straight into the bathroom. She shut the door behind her. She wasn't ill. She was just fundamentally disgusted by the man she had married.
Gideon frowned as he watched the bathroom door click shut. He turned around and walked downstairs to the kitchen to pour a glass of water for her. He did not notice her red, swollen eyes. He did not notice her strained voice. He certainly did not notice the fresh, scabbed cut on her bare ankle.
A few minutes later, Gideon returned to the master bedroom holding the water glass. Gemma had already come out of the bathroom, rinsed her mouth, and was sliding back under the covers on the far edge of the bed.
He walked over and held the glass of water out to her.
"I'll book a restaurant tomorrow to make up for our anniversary." Gideon spoke in a flat, even tone. There was no explanation for his month-long absence. There was no guilt in his eyes. It was just a casual, business-like announcement.
Gemma ignored the glass he offered. She pulled the duvet up to her chest and stared at the blank wall.
"No need." She kept her voice deadpan.
A bitter, hollow disappointment washed over her entire body. So, he remembered it was their anniversary. He knew exactly what day it was, and yet he still chose to book out a beach promenade and set off expensive fireworks with his old lover and their son.
Ever since the day they married, she had taken care of his every domestic need. She ironed his suits, cooked his meals, and refused to let him lift a single finger at home so he could focus on his company. Yet, he had willingly lowered his pride, rolled up his sleeves, and baked a blueberry cake with his own hands for that woman and her child.
He had cheated on her. He had a five-year-old son with his former lover. And yet, he could still come home and act as though nothing was wrong. He could touch her bare skin with familiar intimacy, stand before her without a single trace of shame, and speak those painfully casual words about making up for a missed dinner.
For the first time in her life, Gemma clearly realized that the man she had loved for so many years was a massive hypocrite.
An uneasy, heavy silence fell between them, thickening the cold air in the bedroom. Gideon stood by the bed, the glass of water still in his hand, staring down at her rigid back.
Just then, sitting on the nightstand in the suffocating quiet, the screen of Gideon's phone lit up.
