I Still Want Her

“I will learn sir. I want to be hers.”

He said it and I swear my knees almost buckled because what the actual hell does that even mean and why did it sound so good when he said it like that with that voice and that face and those eyes and in front of my father of all people like he wasn’t scared of dying today and suddenly I was sweating and praying and trying not to visibly melt into the fucking