Chapter 131

In all honesty, the blatant truth is that I want them. All of them. Badly. I want them in more ways than I ever wanted them before. I want them in ways I barely understand, in ways I've never felt before.

And right now, I don't care about this being right or wrong. I don't care about how I'll feel tomorrow or how they'll treat me. Right now, they're giving me control, options, consent... They'r