Chapter 124

"Is that true, Mae?" H.W. asked me. "You tryna gain some kinda control back because you hate how much you like it?"

"I-I... shouldn't," I stuttered. "I shouldn't ever like it."

I went through similar feelings with Silas. At first, before things got bad. I liked everything he was doing to me and hated myself for it. He helped me see that just because I was se.xually abused didn't mean that I was