Chapter 190

**KAELIA**

Pedalling up to the backside of my house which, oddly enough, is the side that faces the street, I take a fond look around and try for a smile - something that I've been doing lately just to keep myself from shattering completely.

*I won't think of them.*

*I can't.*

But too often... I *do.*

*Shake it off, Kae. They're gone and they aren't coming back.*

The street that I live on is not e