Chapter 65

LYDIA’S POV

Three weeks later, I sat in the hotel room, rethinking the last few weeks of my life. Everything felt slower, heavier and harder.

Cassian still hadn't called. He still hadn't tried to find me at all. And now…now I felt completely shattered and alone again. Just like I did after my parent's death.

I stared at the small notebook in front of me, my pen hovering uselessly over the page as