All or Nothing

I wake up alone.

I blink at the sunlight filtering in through my window and I’m surprised that I fell asleep. When I shift, I feel how sore I am. Not in a bad way. Vance helped me fall asleep last night, and that was what I needed.

The silence settles over me. Though my heart doesn’t feel as frantic as last night, my mind is still a whirlwind. Fuck, I don’t want to think.

I roll out of bed, pull