You Cheated

I’ve memorized the ceiling fan at this point. Noticed the pattern on the paint above us, but I can’t seem to look away from it. My mind is reeling, still wondering if this is all a dream.

My heart is too full. My body is too heavy with a satisfaction I never thought I’d get to feel. Honestly, I feel a little numb.

Ryker’s head rests on my stomach, his hair soft and wild beneath my fingers as I ab