Chapter 191 Second Chances

"Even now that I see how much of a mistake I made by switching off my feelings because I feared losing him. He never lets me, no matter how much I try, what I say, or the gestures I make. Even the universe is against my attempt to make it right because it keeps getting in the way and every opportunity keeps slipping away from me. Maybe it’s too late, maybe I had truly lost him even before I lost h