Chapter Nine

Beckett

*Fuck.*

*Fuck.* *Fuck!* Fuck!!*

Her words from last night have run through my head on a near-constant loop that I can’t seem to make stop.

And as if that weren’t cutting enough, the look on her face as she barely held herself together haunted me all fucking night long.

And I have no one the blame but myself.

I pushed her too hard.

I should have heeded her cues; instead, I ignored them, mov