Viv 44- Plastic and pleasant

I shouldn’t be nervous waiting for Mal to finish up with Bria and come pick me up but I am. I feel like he’s going to take one look at my face and realise I have actual feelings for him and that it will somehow end up a total mess. I mean I’ve felt this way for a while, but now I’m AWARE of it. I suppose he will figure it out eventually since I’ve decided to actually commit to this relationship pr