220- Letters and letting go

I’m holding my breath as I read that first line again.

*I’ve wanted you in my bed since the first time I saw you. *

Oh dear. Maybe I shouldn’t do this. Except… that’s stupid. Not reading it won’t make it less true and honestly… it’s not like it’s something I didn’t already know. So it’s probably time that I suck it up and just accept that I’m the one choosing to be here. I DO want this. I’m just