142- Shampoo and spending

I keep myself angled to the wall, my back to Kaelen. Okay so showering in underwear might be a little weird, but it lets me feel a little less exposed while still attempting to be brave. Not that I’m particularly aiming for anything intimate right now. Nope, not at all. I feel dreadful and miserable. But I want to be clean and I want Kaelen with me. Okay, maybe I also want a distraction. Nervous a