51- Relief and rejection

“What are you going to do?” My voice is timid. Siena sighs, the sound is sad and... relieved?

“I'm done lying to myself. I need to tell Derrick I can't get married today. It's going to be hard. I'd be lying if I said I don't care about him. Ten minutes ago I had every intention of marrying him. I guess I just needed... permission. Permission to change my mind. Or maybe just support to do what I w