47- Forts and fallouts

The next three months continue in this fashion. Siena and Garrett continue to visit me and I continue to live on autopilot. I lose weight because I can't seem to eat or sleep properly. I'm working more than ever. It helps to stay busy. It means less time staring at the wall. I still help Siena with wedding stuff but my enthusiasm is even more false than it was before. Still, the wedding plans cont