The Price of Power
I made the trek from the sprawling, sunlit gardens toward my uncle’s private office in the west wing. Over the years, I had mapped out every square inch of the pack house, memorizing the grand, maze-like corridors that twisted through the ancient stone estate. As a child, I would often sneak away to my uncle's or dad's office, pressing my ear against the heavy wooden doors just to listen in on their secretive meetings. Even though I rarely understood the complex pack politics or military strategies they discussed back then, it always made me feel like a spy on a covert mission. Today, however, the stakes were real, and the heavy knot of dread in my stomach was impossible to ignore.
I reached the end of the long hallway, the thick, ornate carpets muffling my footsteps. I raised my knuckles and knocked a couple of times on the large, solid oak door, waiting for an answer. After a few agonizing moments, the heavy door swung open, but it wasn't my uncle who greeted me. A stranger stepped out into the corridor.
He was a suspicious-looking man wearing an expression that made the hairs on the back of my neck stand on end.
"Princess Cordelia," the man said, offering a stiff, unpracticed nod.
I looked at him with narrow-eyed curiosity. His light blue eyes trailed over my face with a slow, deliberate crawl, and I instantly felt like an exhibit on display in a museum. There was something dark and predatory lingering in his gaze that made my skin crawl and my inner wolf, Zoya, pace restlessly in my mind. He had pale, light-colored hair that swooped over his head in a single, severe direction, and a matching pale beard that hung down in a sharp point right over his Adam's apple. I racked my brain, sifting through the hundreds of pack members and visiting dignitaries I had met over the years, but I couldn't recall ever seeing his face before.
"Hello, sir," I replied smoothly, dipping my chin and giving him a small, polite smile. I had been trained from birth to treat strangers and guests as if they were royalty, to always project a flawless first impression.
The man offered another curt nod before turning on his heel and walking quickly down the hallway I had just come from, his footsteps echoing softly in the quiet corridor. Once he was out of earshot, Uncle Gideon stuck his head out from his office. He offered me a smile, but it looked strained, the corners of his mouth tight and forced.
"You called?" I smirked, stepping past him and into the familiar, wood-paneled room. The scent of old parchment, rich mahogany, and sharp alcohol hit my nose immediately.
My uncle's cold silver gaze flickered away from me, landing squarely on the massive man looming right behind my shoulder.
"You can wait outside, Magnus," Uncle Gideon commanded. His tone was cold, sharp, and dismissive—a strange, jagged edge coming from the man who had been so adamant about my need for a personal guard just days prior.
I frowned, shooting my uncle a look of pure confusion. Wasn't he the one who insisted I accept this towering shadow of a man into my life for my own safety?
Releasing a long sigh, I turned away from my uncle to face my bodyguard. "It's okay, Magnus. I'll be out in five minutes."
Magnus didn't step back. He stood his ground, his broad chest rising and falling with slow, even breaths. He offered a single, stiff nod, but his dark, obsidian eyes remained locked onto mine. Those eyes flashed with fierce, visible irritation. The muscles in his thick jaw feathered as he gritted his teeth. He was tasked with being my personal shield, and I knew leaving me alone behind closed doors—even with my own flesh and blood—chafed against his protective instincts.
Maintaining that intense, brooding eye contact, Magnus lifted his massive arm and aggressively tapped a thick finger against his wristwatch.
"Five minutes," I agreed calmly, not quite sure how I always managed to understand his silent, commanding language so easily.
He finally stepped backward, clearing the threshold, and I pulled the heavy oak door shut behind him until the latch clicked into place. We were alone.
I walked further into the room and plopped down heavily into one of the plush leather chairs across from the massive desk, giving my uncle a sharp, questioning look.
"Sorry about that, Cordelia. I'm unsure who to trust these days," Uncle Gideon said, attempting to brush off the tense interaction with a dry, hollow chuckle.
I kept my frown firmly in place. "Why did you call me here, Uncle?"
Uncle Gideon released a heavy, exhausted sigh and collapsed into his own chair. He clasped his hands together on the desk, his knuckles turning white. He seemed to be struggling with his words, a rare sight for a man usually so calculated and articulate. My gaze drifted across the polished wood of his desk, landing on a half-empty crystal glass filled with brown whiskey, sitting right next to an equally depleted bottle.
"Your father and I are at a bit of an impasse," Gideon began, his voice rough. "He wants to protect you, to shield you from the harsh realities of our current situation. But I think there are some things you need to know. Things you have a right to know."
"If I'm going to take over this Kingdom someday, I need to understand what's happening," I stated firmly, my Lycan blood warming with the need for truth.
Uncle Gideon nodded in agreement. "I share that exact sentiment. Your father, on the other hand, does not wish to upset his precious daughter."
"Well, lay it on me," I said, crossing my arms defensively over my chest. It was deeply unsettling how my uncle seemed to be throwing my dad under the bus, subtly trying to drive a wedge between us. But I wouldn't let his tactical maneuvers affect my relationship with my father. Dad was one of the smartest Alphas I knew, and every choice he made regarding me was rooted in profound love.
"First, it seems the town and the main estate are quite secure for the time being," Gideon explained, leaning forward. "There were a few localized attacks near the borders a month ago. We were unable to discern if it was a group of feral rogues or simply an advance scouting party from your father's political enemies. Regardless, it seems they have retreated. The attacks have ceased."
My breath caught sharply in my throat. My heart hammered against my ribs, loud in the quiet office.
In a fraction of a second, my mind flashed back to the most horrific night of my life. I could see the terrifying, twisted snout of the rogue wolf. I could hear the wet, sickening sound of flesh tearing as the beast brutally ripped my mother's throat out. The coppery, metallic stench of her blood flooding the floorboards filled my nose, choking me.
My mouth went bone dry. I didn't trust my own voice to speak without trembling, so I simply gave him a tight nod, urging him to continue.
"Your father still insists on keeping Magnus by your side around the clock as a strict precaution, but it seems like everything is contained for now. We have also placed new, rigorous security measures across the territory, specifically for your upcoming eighteenth birthday," Gideon said, nodding to himself as if reviewing the tactical plans in his head.
I grimaced. My eighteenth birthday ball was shaping up to be a monumental burden in and of itself.
Gideon sighed again, his calculating silver eyes roaming over my face, searching for a reaction. "As for your birthday ball, I'm afraid it's going to be far more complicated and dangerous than what we casually spoke of at dinner."
"Complicated? How?" I asked, my defenses rising. Just another disaster to look forward to.
"The rulers and Alphas from the visiting rival packs aren't too concerned if you're their intended mate or not," Gideon warned, his voice devoid of any familial warmth. "They are determined to win you over regardless of what the Moon Goddess has decreed."
I tilted my head in confusion, failing to see the immediate threat. "And why is this a bad thing? Let them try to impress me."
"This is a very bad thing, Cordelia," Gideon corrected grimly, his eyes flicking to the bottle of amber liquid on his desk. "They aren't concerned because they view you as a prize. A strategic asset. They will be relentless, and they will not take no for an answer."
*Let those arrogant idiots try,* Zoya snarled viciously in my mind, her hackles raising at the blatant disrespect for our autonomy.
*We at least need to play nice, Zoya. It’s diplomacy,* I reasoned with my inner wolf.
*Fine. But if any of those entitled bastards touch us without permission, I’m breaking their hands backwards,* Zoya promised, her predatory instincts roaring to life.
*Deal,* I agreed without hesitation, sharing the violent rage of my hot-headed wolf.
I focused back on my uncle. "Excuse me?" I asked aloud, letting my irritation bleed into my tone.
"Exactly, Cordelia," Gideon frowned, leaning back in his chair. "Your father treats the concept of fated mates as though they are unbreakable, sacred bonds. But you need to understand that many other packs out there do not share your father's romantic views. They view marriage as a weapon."
Gideon's grim expression made me wonder about his own personal beliefs. Did he hold the same reverence for the mate bond as my father did?
"I don't understand," I said, shaking my head. "How can you just toss away your goddess-given mate for a political alliance?"
For a fleeting second, Gideon looked genuinely haunted. The shadows in the room seemed to cling to his face. "Powerful people will do whatever they must for absolute power, Cordelia. Make sure you remember that."
I aggressively crossed my arms tighter over my chest, my face pulling into a stubborn, defiant pout. I instantly and vehemently rejected his manipulative words.
"They can try all they want, Uncle," I snapped back, letting the firm, heavy weight of my Alpha authority ring through my voice. "If I'm going to accept any man into my life, it will be my fated mate. No one else."
"So much like your mother," Gideon let out a dry huff, shaking his head.
"She was a smart woman," I countered smoothly.
"Brilliant, actually," Gideon conceded, a ghost of a grin appearing before vanishing just as quickly. "But Cordelia, you also need to seriously consider what's best for the survival of this Kingdom in the long run."
His words felt like a slap. He was heavily implying that I should prepare myself for a loveless, political marriage just to secure our borders.
"Uncle, you make it sound as though I should willingly accept one of these rival men," I glared into his cold silver eyes.
Gideon held my gaze without flinching. "If you feel inclined to accept one, your father and I will support that strategic decision."
"Very well," I growled, planting my hands on the armrests and pushing myself up from the seat. His strict five-minute time limit wasn't up yet, but I was done listening to his poison.
Gideon stood at the exact same time, planting his hands flat on his desk. "One last thing, Cordelia."
"Yes, Uncle?" I replied stiffly, my muscles tense. I desperately needed some fresh air.
Gideon frowned, a new, highly suspicious gleam lingering in his eyes. He was shifting tactics. "Do you know the true identity of your new bodyguard?"
"He's Magnus?" I answered, my confusion returning full force.
Gideon's frown deepened. He looked as though he were carefully calculating the weight of his next words. "It seems your lethal bodyguard miraculously and conveniently appeared exactly when your father desperately needed someone of immense skill. I'm just curious as to who he really is, and who recommended his specific services."
"I have no clue, Uncle," I shrugged, feigning indifference.
While his paranoid words successfully planted a toxic seed of deep doubt in my mind, adding fuel to my burning curiosity, I didn't feel like Magnus was a threat. Despite having absolutely no clue who Magnus was or where he came from, I could not deny the undeniable fact that he was the only person in this massive estate who made me feel secure, grounded, and untouchable.
Gideon replaced his frown with a lopsided, knowing grin. "Do let me know if you uncover his secrets."
"Of course, Uncle," I nodded sharply, turning on my heel and leaving his office without another word.
I pulled the heavy door open to find Magnus standing against the opposite wall, his massive, muscular arms crossed over his broad chest. He lifted a single thick eyebrow at me, and I could practically see the unspoken questions swimming behind his dark, obsidian gaze.
I was sure I looked like a flustered, chaotic mess. My skin felt heated, flushed with frustration, while my mind spun with too many warring emotions and paranoid thoughts to process at once.
"Later," I exhaled heavily, waving a hand to cut off his silent interrogation. "I need some air."
I turned and walked briskly down the hallway, taking the grand stairs two at a time. I needed to go somewhere I wouldn't be bothered by politics, threats, or manipulative uncles. Reaching the upper floor, I randomly opened one of the many empty guest bedroom doors and stepped inside. Magnus followed right on my heels, pulling the door shut with a soft click.
I walked straight through the dark room and pushed open the glass doors leading out to the balcony. With a frustrated huff, I collapsed exhaustedly into a heavy wrought-iron chair, letting the cool evening breeze wash over my heated skin. The balcony directly overlooked the sprawling, blooming gardens below, the scent of night-jasmine floating in the air.
Magnus immediately stepped out onto the balcony with me, taking his place silently by my side. He stood there like an immovable stone statue, his intense eyes locked onto my face.
"You can sit down, y'know," I offered politely, raising an eyebrow at my imposing guard.
I wasn't surprised in the slightest when Magnus remained dead silent and simply shook his masked head firmly to say no.
"Suit yourself," I sighed, resting my chin on my hand as I looked down at the dark, rustling leaves of the garden.
But I couldn't keep my focus on the scenery. As if Magnus possessed some gravitational pull, I found my gaze constantly, irresistibly flickering back to him. I couldn't stop my eyes from roaming appreciatively over his mysterious masked face. I studied the thick, powerful cords of his neck, the broad, muscular span of his chest stretching the fabric of his dark shirt, and the attractive, sharp arch of his eyebrows.
One of his eyebrows lifted in response to my staring, and I suddenly realized I had a deep scowl etched into my features.
"Just a lot to think about," I sighed, shifting my weight in the iron chair.
My parents had lovingly raised me to deeply cherish the sacred, unbreakable soulmate bond. After all, how could anyone just toss away their destined mate? The one specific person the universe created to balance your soul from the moment you took your first breath. It sounded sickeningly wrong to me, a betrayal of our very nature. Yet, Uncle Gideon was sitting in his office, cold and calculating, practically encouraging me to throw it all away for a loveless, political marriage.
As far as I knew, Gideon had never found his own mate. Maybe he simply couldn't speak from experience. If he had ever felt the magic of what my mom and dad shared, he wouldn't be so eager to set the mate bond aside like a useless pawn on a chessboard.
Seeking an unbiased sounding board, I found myself speaking softly to the giant beside me. "Can I ask you something?" I paused, looking up into his dark eyes. "I know I won't get an actual spoken response, but you can nod."
I let my eyes trail slowly over the dark fabric of the mask covering the lower half of his face. My mind wandered, wondering what his jawline looked like, wondering about the shape and texture of his lips beneath that cloth.
I was snapped back to reality when Magnus dipped his chin, offering a single nod of permission.
"Do you have a destined mate, Magnus?" my voice came out soft, carried away by the wind.
I lost track of how long his dark eyes burned into mine. The silence stretched between us, thick and heavy, before he slowly shook his head no.
"Neither do I," I sighed heavily into the breeze, leaning back in my chair. Would all of this political nightmare be easier if I had already found my mate? Most likely. No rival Alpha could contest a finalized, marked bond.
Pushing the boundaries further, I boldly decided to ask a deeply philosophical question I never actually expected him to answer.
"If someone told you to toss your mate to the side for more power, what would you do?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.
I could feel my face heat up intensely under his relentless gaze. His dark eyes seemed to trace every contour of my face, dropping to my lips before rising back to my eyes, searching for something hidden deep within me. The sheer physical presence of the man was intoxicating.
"Fuck power," Magnus's deep voice replied.
The sound was incredibly deep, an exceptionally guttural rumble that vibrated through the cool night air and straight into my chest. The entirely unexpected, vulgar response made my jaw physically drop in sheer shock. I stared at him, wide-eyed. His voice carried a rough, heavy, deeply exotic accent that colored the profanity beautifully. Hearing him speak, hearing the raw conviction in that rough tone, instantly amplified the intense, burning physical attraction tearing through my body. A sudden flush of heat pooled low in my core, making my breath hitch.
A string of genuine, tension-breaking giggles rapidly escaped my lips before I could clamp my mouth shut. The sound completely shattered the heavy, suffocating atmosphere that had followed me out of Gideon's office.
Something unreadable flickered in Magnus's dark eyes as he watched me laugh, a sudden softening of his harsh features, but he hid it away almost instantly behind his professional, guarded mask.
"Thank you for that," I smiled warmly at him, feeling a massive, crushing weight lift off my shoulders. "That puts some things in perspective."
I internally resolved right then and there to keep a slightly open mind regarding the ball, solely for my stressed father's sake, but I fiercely swore to myself that I would absolutely not let the arrogant, visiting rival rulers walk all over me. I would hold my ground.
Yet, as I steeled my mind against the aggressive suitors to come, a strange, confusing knot twisted deep in my stomach. I looked back up at the towering man standing silently by my side. I felt a profound, overwhelming wave of confusion wash over me as Magnus's fiercely masked face, his broad shoulders, and that rough, exotic voice continuously and persistently invaded every corner of my mind.