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RONAN
If I could punch myself in the jaw right now and make it hurt, I would.
I hated myself more than anything right now, not because I got someone pregnant, but because Maeve was hurt. So fucking hurt because of me.
Damn it. I should've told her. I just knew it was wrong and didn't want to deal with the guilt. Plus, we were already cool, so I didn't think there would ever be a reason to ope