#Chapter 190: The Guilt

Tessa

I stared at the white ceiling tiles, counting them for the dozenth time. Anything to keep my mind off what had happened, although it wasn’t working. The ceiling had exactly forty-eight tiles—I’d counted them repeatedly since waking up in this hospital bed hours ago.

Forty-eight tiles, and none of them had any answers for me.

I’d nearly killed my family.

Every time I closed my eyes, all I cou