Negative

***Chapter 110: Negative***

I hate the feeling of being stuck in this bubble of confusion and worry. I know it's too early. I know I'm probably overthinking the dull ache in my abdomen and the pain in my back and the fact that my period hasn't arrived yet and it's approximately forty-five days to my thirtieth birthday.

Jesus Christ, I'm getting old. Saying it makes it even scarier.

I'm not naive.