64 — What should I do now?

Honestly, I couldn't catch a minute of sleep. All I could think about was that day, seven years ago, when I met Desmond and my father. It was winter, and I had just lost my mother. Alone in the world, I thought there was nothing left for me anywhere. But like a light, they appeared in my life and illuminated the darkness I was in.

Remembering this brings up conflicting feelings that are hard to i